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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
heartbreak, tests and happy memories.
Have you ever noticed how ironic things are? People always have heartbreaks, every moment of the day.. the hurt just varies. To quote pink x bliss, "Crushes are sweet yet love bears satisfaction as well as egregious agony". She is right. I think I have lost someone, due to stupid lies. Lies really make a big impact on friendships. Maybe much more than that. But that lie has gone too FAR. I have been made an idiot(again) in front of close friends. I, for one, believe easily, and it is an disadvantage for me not to express the feeling I'm being suspicious. The hurt is really bad right now, but I've always moved on. Maybe next week, I'll be happy again. Who knows? Even my mixed-up, rotten self doesn't

To those who read my blog(which, I think, is only me), I have broken in half my Sun and TM Sim. I know, I know, it's a waste of the effort to load and money to buy, but I don't care, actually. I don't want many people to contact me. Maybe I'll buy a new sim, but only very close friends and trustworthy people are to know it.

Oh, I almost forgot. :) I came home from school a few hours ago, and -- guess what? Yeah, I think you know. When some of my close friends finally came, we all shouted and teased one classmate who had a lot of issues.. :D .. I was kinda like the host there, I quoted the comments her admirer put and the "audience" laughed with me. I was twice pulled by my hair -- eeeh. It's a jumble of still happy memories, in general, which buries my hidden grief and agony.

The Phil-iri was actually a short test. First was like a written one except you don't write -- you encircle the answer. :) It took, I guess 50 seconds for me to read the selection and I regret the time I read again. My classmate had 30 and she read it twice! I mean, I'm the bookworm at the classroom. I'm pretty possesive of reps. :D There also came the oral. It was really annoying, I blanked out when the question was, "Why does green symbolize that you desire a better life?". Words crossed my mind -- "nature", "healthy". Pictures of herbs, too. I muttered incoherent things and finally came out with, "Green represents nature, and nature is green. Nature is like, uhm, healthy." That was sooo stupiiid. But now that I think about it, I think my wrong answer was when I replied, "Gold is sold for money." Man. I sounded stupid to the core! I knew the answer, I just had mental block. *jump jump jump*. I knew it!


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